Just the thoughts of a girl talking to her God....

Monday, August 13, 2012

Letter from God

My Love is Endless! "Yet it pleased Adonai to crush him with illness," to see if he would present himself as a guilt offering.” I will never let you down. “and though the Lord makes[a] his life an offering for sin, 
he will see his offspring and prolong his days,and at his hand Adonai’s desire will be accomplished.” I don't give up and I don't let go. “After he has suffered, he will see the light of life and be satisfied;
 by his knowledge my righteous servant will justify many” I never have unrighteous wrath. I don't see you with a tainted view. “ he bore their iniquities. it is for their sins that he suffers.” My desire for you is always pure. “Therefore I will give him a portion among the great, and he will divide the spoils with the strong and mighty,” I have already proven my love but I will do it again and again and again just to make the point. “because he poured out his life unto death, and being counted among the sinners,” I can accomplish all the things you need, but more than able to accomplish the things you want. “For he bore the sins of many, and is interceding for the offenders.” I LOVE YOU Love, your GOD Isaiah 53:10-12

Saturday, July 14, 2012

"I love you, Teacher"

Children are a wonderful gift. I always learn something when I am around a child. Every time my Children disobey I think about my relationship with God. When I first started teaching English in Korea, about a year ago, I had one little boy that was just a very hard child. He was three. He did not like school. He did not like English. It was my constant frustration. He spit in my face, hit me a couple of times, pinch me and anything else to make it quite clear he did not like me or anything related to what I did. I gained much patients from this little boy. I was reminded on the day that the little boy spit in my face that while on the cross Jesus was spit on. Matthew 26:67 "Then they spit in his face and struck him. And some slapped him," I too "spit" in Jesus' face, and I argue with him almost everyday; yet God loves me unconditionally. The Happy ending of this story is that the little boy and I eventually became friends, No better then friends... We are buddies. now he is one of the sweetest little boys. My co-teacher and I were patient with him and we won him over to the "sweet side." About 6 months later that same little boy would press his little face next to the window and wait for me to get to work before he would go play with his friends. He could not speak much English but He learned "I love you, Teacher!" and would tell me over and over. I also learn about God when my kids do sweet things, like Today. Today, I went out to eat with some of my kids from school and their parents. I teach 7 year olds English. Some of my Children gave me love letters! One little boy gave me a present of perfume. :) It was a hard year in Korea but it was all worth it when that same little boy reached up and held my hand and say "I love you teacher!!" As much as this sweet story made me feel un speakable joy. What also God must feel when we reach out to Him and say here is my hand hold it just because “I love you!”

Thursday, July 5, 2012

A Little out of Tune

My school did a music performance today. All the kids had to learn a new song. My classes' song was really really long and very hard. I rather enjoyed teaching them and practicing with them because of my background in music. Some of the kids found very hard. We practiced and practiced. One little girl was still quite pitchy.
So when she got up to sing yes she was out of tune but she remembered all the words. There was a lady behind me who was was clearly frustrated with the little girl's rendition of the song. This lady having no connection with the little girl, began keep time very loudly hoping that the girl would do it the "correct" way. After putting up with this for about two minutes I gave the "teacher glare." That look of "you know what you are doing and it needs to stop right now." I had the sudden "mother bear" mentality of don't mess with my kid. It is truly amazing how fast you can fall in love with kids. EVEN if they are out of tune!!!

A Little of the Good Stuff

I eat lunch with my kids at school everyday. After watching me for a few months they have picked up on the fact that I don't eat certain foods cause it makes me sick... mainly wheat. yesterday, I overheard one of them talking, "Don't give Teacher chocolate. It will make her sick." Apparently they have decide that I can't eat any of the good stuff: bread, cake, cookies and chocolate. On that note one of my 7 year olds told her mom that I couldn't have cake and her mom brought my class a cake that had no wheat in it. This was one of those big tall cakes too. A couple of layers. Her mom told my co- teacher it was "Just so I could have the good stuff." isn't that sweet?

Tuesday, February 14, 2012




"How deep the Fathers love for me
How vast beyond all measure
That He would give His only son
To make a wretch His treasure…"
Nothing can Measure the depth of LOVE that King of Glory has for HIS Children

"How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory"
WOW 100% man and 100% God... He gave up everything for eternity

"Behold the Man upon a cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers"
All of my sins... so many...Everyones sins... ALL OF THEM upon Yeshua

"It was my sin that left Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished"
I do not have to ever fear the wicked one because Yeshua has covered all my sins.
Now I am free!!

"I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection"
How I can I say anything outside of the Messiah's merciful gift?

Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom
How many people have come to HIM because of what He has given up?
What can we give up for HIM?